5 more days...

the anxiety for the exams is building up again. it's so overwhelming that i stm find hard to breathe. my heart seems to pumping so quickly and i cant seem to stop it. drats. this anxiety in me bounds to worsen as the exams get nearer.

i duno what i am so fearful of.
maybe it's the banding.
maybe it's the peer pressure.
maybe it's my family expectations.
or maybe it's my own silly pressure im putting hard on myself.


what i know is that this anxiety is waiting silently to consume me. i cant imagine what would become of me when the big As is near. now i can understand why such a significant number of students commit suicide yearly.

dun worry, i wont do such a cowardice and foolish act. BUT PLEASE LET THIS ANXIETY PASS QUICKLY!

posted by pam @ 9:03 PM